The bottomless pit.

My stomach just couldn't be satisfied today. I could have eaten an entire cow, and right afterward I probably would have gone to the kitchen, opened all of the cupboards (and the fridge) looking for something else. I must have done that about 10 times today. You know, when you're starving, but you're in dire need of groceries, and every half an hour or so when your stomach grumbles - you get up to see if anything has magically decided to make an appearance in your fridge or in your snack cupboard? UGH. Friday is pay day, and no matter how tight of a budget we are on ... I am buying some damn groceries. No more eating nonsense fattening crap because it's all we have left over or because it's cheap. I'm stocking up on fruits and veggies.

I cannot wait until B finishes his trade classes (sometime next month). I will be so thrilled when he can get into a union. We need benefits more than anything. We both haven't been to a dentist in over 4 years. And then when we start having a pretty good combined cash flow, it'll be nice to finally start looking for a new apartment (hopefully in the Toronto area). A pregnancy will have to come into the picture within the next 2 years, I hope. We hope. Looking to the future makes me feel good. It helps me realize that we won't always be stuck in such a horrible rut.

I have tomorrow off and I'm definitely sleeping in. And then ... laundry & cleaning. I think I might also attempt to make something different for dinner. I have 2 pounds of ground beef in the freezer that needs to be used, so we'll see what I can come up with. Should be interesting.